(copied from a different blog)
I just don't get it. He's supposed to be a fucking genius, but he's acting like a dumbass monkey who's sitting on the branch thinking of the next thing to do to impress me. WTF? If I didn't know any better I'd think he was an ex-husband who couldn't let go and didn't have any other place or any other friends.
A couple weeks ago, at the request of the "IT" guy, I had to go through all the different websites and change the emails to the alpha/numerical/symbol passwords. Each one different. Very difficult to do. There are over 30 different websites. Websites created at the request of BT. But I did it anyway.
Today, BT and his IT guy call me and want to do some work on the websites. They want to change the emails to one mail email and change the passwords again. Well, because I created the accounts, they all have my email as a contact email. He wasn't happy about that. He also wasn't happy that there are 8 different stupid Twitter accounts, 2 Myspace accounts. (if anybody understands Twitter and Myspace you have to have separate emails for each account, so as a result each account, has a different email, but mine for contact.) Well of course that's not good enough, "they should all have the same email" They finally figure out how to sign in to Myspace and try to change the password and the vanity URL and contact email. They don't have a clue. I asked several times if they needed help and offered to change it to the email they wanted and the password they wanted. They completely ignored me. (they didn't want me to know what they were changing it to.)
So as a result of the temper tantrum BT and the IT guy took the list of passwords and are changing them all as well as the contacts. Resulting in me no longer taking care of any of the websites. In effect, telling me I'm no longer needed. My total job was to take of the websites. Which I now I no longer have.
I honestly don't care. I'm tired of all the bull shit. Tired of all the tempers. Tired of constantly covering his ass. Tired of being "on call 24/7/365". Tired of lying. I'm tired of having ideas that would work and being ignored. I'm tired of working so hard and not being credited. I'm tired of being invisible. I'm tired of being Peach, I'm ready to be Lynne again.
Then I get a text. All excited asking me to go to a website and check it out. Because I am a nice person, I sign on the computer, and go check it out. Yay, another 'toy" application for him to use one or two times with his iphone for his fans. That I've told him before was stupid. Just like I said tumblr was stupid and that he'd get tired of using it. (guess what, he got tired of tumblr) Just like I said he'd get tired of using his other gig AIM address. He used it twice. The iphone application that he should be using he doesn't want to use. Even though every other musician out there of every genre, is picking it up. He thinks it's stupid. He could have had it done for free last year, now it costs $298 to have one. (that's how long I've been telling him to use it... over a year!!!!)
But I digress. Earlier today, I'm done. I've moved on. I've even removed links. I just don't care. Then I get a text like we're best of friends and he wants to show me a new pair of shoes that he just bought. I don't get it. Did we get married when I wasn't looking? Did somebody give me monkey who's trying to impress me?
I just don't get it. He's supposed to be a fucking genius, but he's acting like a dumbass monkey who's sitting on the branch thinking of the next thing to do to impress me. WTF? If I didn't know any better I'd think he was an ex-husband who couldn't let go and didn't have any other place or any other friends.
A couple weeks ago, at the request of the "IT" guy, I had to go through all the different websites and change the emails to the alpha/numerical/symbol passwords. Each one different. Very difficult to do. There are over 30 different websites. Websites created at the request of BT. But I did it anyway.
Today, BT and his IT guy call me and want to do some work on the websites. They want to change the emails to one mail email and change the passwords again. Well, because I created the accounts, they all have my email as a contact email. He wasn't happy about that. He also wasn't happy that there are 8 different stupid Twitter accounts, 2 Myspace accounts. (if anybody understands Twitter and Myspace you have to have separate emails for each account, so as a result each account, has a different email, but mine for contact.) Well of course that's not good enough, "they should all have the same email" They finally figure out how to sign in to Myspace and try to change the password and the vanity URL and contact email. They don't have a clue. I asked several times if they needed help and offered to change it to the email they wanted and the password they wanted. They completely ignored me. (they didn't want me to know what they were changing it to.)
So as a result of the temper tantrum BT and the IT guy took the list of passwords and are changing them all as well as the contacts. Resulting in me no longer taking care of any of the websites. In effect, telling me I'm no longer needed. My total job was to take of the websites. Which I now I no longer have.
I honestly don't care. I'm tired of all the bull shit. Tired of all the tempers. Tired of constantly covering his ass. Tired of being "on call 24/7/365". Tired of lying. I'm tired of having ideas that would work and being ignored. I'm tired of working so hard and not being credited. I'm tired of being invisible. I'm tired of being Peach, I'm ready to be Lynne again.
Then I get a text. All excited asking me to go to a website and check it out. Because I am a nice person, I sign on the computer, and go check it out. Yay, another 'toy" application for him to use one or two times with his iphone for his fans. That I've told him before was stupid. Just like I said tumblr was stupid and that he'd get tired of using it. (guess what, he got tired of tumblr) Just like I said he'd get tired of using his other gig AIM address. He used it twice. The iphone application that he should be using he doesn't want to use. Even though every other musician out there of every genre, is picking it up. He thinks it's stupid. He could have had it done for free last year, now it costs $298 to have one. (that's how long I've been telling him to use it... over a year!!!!)
But I digress. Earlier today, I'm done. I've moved on. I've even removed links. I just don't care. Then I get a text like we're best of friends and he wants to show me a new pair of shoes that he just bought. I don't get it. Did we get married when I wasn't looking? Did somebody give me monkey who's trying to impress me?
