(Imported from a different blog)
Today has been the best day. The album was released. Interviews all day. Glowing reviews. Climbing the charts. Fans that have doubted and bad mouthed it for months are in love with it! It's been an awesome day.
An awesome for most people. While people were being shuttled all over NY for interviews and the marketing assistant who's had nothing to do with the album tagged along and enjoyed the excitement. Fans who've been waiting forever for the album have been talking and enjoying their excitement with each other. They've been digesting each track, lyric, artist, and title with each other.
I on the other hand haven't been having the same experience. The one community that is open I can't participate in because of politics (they'd all attack me because they don't particularly like me and my relationship with BT), and because BT has asked me not to even visit there because he knows they purposely antagonize me and it upsets me. "My" (BT's Offical) community is closed and might not ever come back. It was supposed to re-open today (2/2/10) but of course it didn't, and it doesn't look like it ever will.
So instead of enjoying the best day of what all the work the last year and half was leading up to, I've been sitting here at home, alone playing a stupid video game and losing. yippe for me.
Today has been the best day. The album was released. Interviews all day. Glowing reviews. Climbing the charts. Fans that have doubted and bad mouthed it for months are in love with it! It's been an awesome day.
An awesome for most people. While people were being shuttled all over NY for interviews and the marketing assistant who's had nothing to do with the album tagged along and enjoyed the excitement. Fans who've been waiting forever for the album have been talking and enjoying their excitement with each other. They've been digesting each track, lyric, artist, and title with each other.
I on the other hand haven't been having the same experience. The one community that is open I can't participate in because of politics (they'd all attack me because they don't particularly like me and my relationship with BT), and because BT has asked me not to even visit there because he knows they purposely antagonize me and it upsets me. "My" (BT's Offical) community is closed and might not ever come back. It was supposed to re-open today (2/2/10) but of course it didn't, and it doesn't look like it ever will.
So instead of enjoying the best day of what all the work the last year and half was leading up to, I've been sitting here at home, alone playing a stupid video game and losing. yippe for me.
